Those moments tear me apart every time, but I can’t let Mark see it.
I can’t let him know that his 36-year-old dad has no idea how to do this alone.
So we walk.
That day, the sky was a washed-out pale blue. A few families were out, along with couples walking dogs and joggers with earbuds.
It was an ordinary day—until it wasn’t.
Those moments tear me apart every time, but I can’t let Mark see it.
We were halfway around the lake when he stopped so abruptly I nearly ran into him.
“Mark?”

He didn’t respond. He was staring into the grass like he’d found treasure. Then he crouched down, reached in, and pulled something out.
A teddy bear.
He stopped so abruptly I nearly ran into him.
And not just any teddy bear—this one was awful.
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