In the months that followed, Mason poured himself into sewing. He repaired towels, made curtains, hemmed jeans—and late at night, I’d hear the quiet hum of the machine long after I had gone to bed.
Slowly, Ethan’s belongings began disappearing: shirts, ties, worn T-shirts from charity runs. At first, I thought Mason was holding onto grief—but he was creating something. I could feel it.
I just didn’t know what yet.
One afternoon in January, I found him standing in front of Ethan’s closet, fists clenched.
He turned to me, pale. “Mom, can I use Dad’s shirts?”
I just didn’t know what yet.
I froze. The question hurt—but I could see how carefully he asked it. He wasn’t careless. He was thoughtful, just like his father.
He was grieving too.
I took a breath, pushing past the instinct to say no. I stepped forward, took Ethan’s favorite shirt, and placed it in Mason’s hands.
“Your father spent his life helping people,” I said softly. “I think he’d be proud of anything you make, honey.”
“Thank you, Mom.”
That night, he began. He spread Ethan’s shirts across the table, sorting them by color and texture. He measured, cut, stitched—quiet except for the faint hum of a tune Ethan used to whistle.
He was grieving too.
I tried not to hover—but I couldn’t help it. Sometimes I’d stand in the hallway, listening to the rhythm of the machine.
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